restarting my essay when it’s due tomorrow at 5 pm (and also making this post bahaha)
EDIT: actually due today since it’s 00:41 now

I had a dream that I was in a relationship I didn’t want and gawd it felt bad I felt like I was suffocating. And all the while I was thinking, “I don’t even like you. I don’t even know you. I don’t even need you. Why the fuck am I with you.” But for some odd reason I couldn’t get out of it and the only thing that made me feel a little bit okay was that I got to hold this unknown boyfriend’s hand as we walked.
Because I’ve wanted to hold someone’s hand for a while now.
I think all this stress from my assignment is getting to me.